I’m back guys.
Someone else feeling like this?
So. There’s something I can’t seem to tell you or to get off my chest. I can’t bring myself to do it. I want to tell you that I want to hate myself because I fucked up, but I want to hate you for not trying to help me. It’s my fault. BUT, if you “loved” me like you say you did, then you wouldn’t’ve left me to rot. I hate you for that. I hate all of the nights I’ve spent alone, all of the late night drinking (mainly because I’m trying to forget you), I hate the two hospital trips you’ve caused me, and most of all.. MOST. OF. ALL. I hate that I still have to see you, and be tormented by the past. I’ve tried everything within my power to forget you… It just doesn’t work. Or I’m not doing it right. You say, “Well you’re the one who left..” You ever think that was because I felt like you never gave a damn about me? I left because I didn’t want to hurt you. Sounds like a load of bullshit I know, but it’s what I wanted. I pushed a lot of people away because of the ones who came before you. But I treated you the best I could, at that time. I never hit you, I never called you names, I never teased you about your past, I never EVER talked shit on you. I don’t regret things. I do hate that they’re there though. I just want you gone. Thats it. That’s all I want. I’m almost back to where I need to be, but you just come right back into my head every time. I don’t know what to do anymore. “Happy” isn’t happy anymore. It’s turned to anger and hate. I’m already hateful enough due to my mental state. Somebody… Help.. please… I’m getting desperate here. I can’t rely on drugs and alcohol anymore. What do you guys think I should do…?
what if we had googly eyes instead of nipples
Tried finding on Google… Too much porn. Searched this quite a while ago.
"When you find out your crush isn’t single…"
All Star Comics #52. Cover by Arthur Peddy
How I feel when a poop won’t come out.
These children’s shows made a lot of really adult jokes.